Shattering walls

It took me years to build up a wall
to protect myself from pain and disappointment 
to not let anyone in
I blocked everyone out 
no one can possibly hurt me if I didnt let them
but it took you one month for me to let my guard down 
I pushed my wall aside 
I gave you everything I had to give
I let you in
It took you one year to break me, make me feel unbearable pain
You changed me, You changed who I was, who I was becoming 
I let you in only to feel disappointed and pain
To let you break my heart 
Now im left with nothing
while you suck up your pride 
but im still sitting here praying it wasn't goodbye

theres nothing like taking a walk in the park

Lately, its been really cold thank god for one good day in october. I got to visit the park and caught a glimpse of the pretty foliage. I really wanted to take a boat ride around the lake but of course it was to cold to be open maybe next summer ill have a chance to. I ended up walking down at least 4 miles.