It took me years to build up a wallto protect myself from pain and disappointment
to not let anyone in
I blocked everyone out
no one can possibly hurt me if I didnt let them
but it took you one month for me to let my guard down
I pushed my wall aside
I gave you everything I had to give
I let you in
It took you one year to break me, make me feel unbearable pain
You changed me, You changed who I was, who I was becoming
I let you in only to feel disappointed and pain
To let you break my heart
Now im left with nothing
while you suck up your pride
but im still sitting here praying it wasn't goodbye
